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fandomtherapy2005-11-17 10:46 pm
12parseckessel.livejournal.com) wrote in fandomtherapy2005-11-17 10:46 pm
Stupid Writers and their stupid OTPS
My writer is busily tapping away at a story.
Is it my great AU adventure for NaNo? No
Is it me taking Beautiful on that trip to Deneb? No
Is it porn? Yes. And she's got me paired with Anakin's future son.
Now I get that we were an OTP well before I came here. I get that she's list mom for Luke_and_Han at Yahoo. I get that she's got this huge archive, both electronic and print of me doing this gorgeous blond.
I just feel like I'm cheating.
I need a shower, I feel so dirty and violated.
Is it my great AU adventure for NaNo? No
Is it me taking Beautiful on that trip to Deneb? No
Is it porn? Yes. And she's got me paired with Anakin's future son.
Now I get that we were an OTP well before I came here. I get that she's list mom for Luke_and_Han at Yahoo. I get that she's got this huge archive, both electronic and print of me doing this gorgeous blond.
I just feel like I'm cheating.
I need a shower, I feel so dirty and violated.