ISSUES

[pursuedthestars]

So, the sometimes precious children have left. Spring Break and the BDE is on the horizon so it's time for some therapy for the first time in quite awhile.

WHAT ARE YOUR ISSUES, PEOPLE? What things are you dealing with that you don't want to deal with? What things are going on that you hate? What is causing you stress or making you angry or angsty or conflicted? USE THIS POST TO WHINE, BITCH, MOAN, COMMISERATE, COMPETE WITH OTHERS ON WHO HAS THE MOST ISSUES.

Ready. Steady. GO.

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[trigons_child]

I suppose I am a little lonely sometimes, and I miss Fandom. And the bright sun of Glacia Balmia burns me if I am not careful. But other than that, I am fine.

*sigh*

Very well. I live with constant fear that a future I have seen will come true and that I will turn on those I love and cause them harm. I have thrown myself into healing people to the detriment of my own health to prove that I am selfless and not bound by the Sins that would lead me down that path. I am doing my best to avoid someone that I probably should not, but I do not know if I can deal very well and am afraid of making a mistake. I am lonely and wish that I had more friends here. And I have very disturbing dreams sometimes.

In short, I am a mess.

[pasunereveuse.livejournal.com]

I have to participate in a magic challenge that I know nothing about, really, and my father is abusive and horrible, and my mother killed herself because she was tired of dealing with an unwanted magic child, and the child who showed up this weekend makes me feel like a harlot because I don't know her father, despite the fact that the most action I've ever actually gotten is that two different boys told me I'm pretty in the same week.

Also I can't really do anything without magic. I'm utterly incompetent without my powers, because of how I was brought up.

And my hair is kind of stupid.

[jaegerborn.livejournal.com]

My mother is dead and she's dead because my dad picked me over her. The fuck. And then he bloody well mostly abandoned me - which, whatever, I can deal with my own damn business. So he fobs me off on this island because I'm not nice enough, only for another version of him who's even less useful to turn up with a copy of my damn dog.

But I'm fine.

[robinonadderall]

Well. I've got a Japanese demon lying dormant inside of me. That's probably going to cause some minor problems.

Other than that there's the usual insecurities being a human in a werewolf's world, dealing with the nemeton-related problems of me and my friends, worrying about my dad knowing about the supernatural and having a boyfriend for the first time ever has me treading softly so I don't mess up. And keeping that whole relationship a secret is kind of an issue too I guess.

But my issues don't feel that issue-y at the moment. Is this what happiness feels like?

But seriously that demon might be a problem somewhere down along the line.

[trigons_child]

You have my sympathies. Dealing with demons is always difficult.

[pursuedthestars]

Besides an uncertain future and not wanting to get lost in my father's shadow, I'm actually pretty okay. Things have been good between me and Natalie and I'm gorgeous and charming so. Can't complain.

Talk to me in a few years when I've died for the first time and dealing with everything that comes along with being in charge of a big ass ship and tons of lives.

[notmysupervisor.livejournal.com]

I broke a nail this morning.

:(

...that's about it, though. I'm pretty normal and boring.

[whateverknight.livejournal.com]

I'm in a blissful relationship with a woman that I love deeply, I have close friends for the first time since I was a child, I've been reunited with my long-lost sister (and, though I hate to admit it, my father), I've saved the world from evil, I am literally better than anyone else in my entire world at almost everything that I care about, and now I've come back to Fandom. There is nothing in my life I can think of that could not be more perfect.


It SUCKS.

[angelo_wings]

You poor thing. You know, if it's that hard on you, I could always break up with you. Maybe sleep with one of your friends ....

[whateverknight.livejournal.com]

It doesn't suck THAT much.

[angelo_wings]

You know I wouldn't, anyway. You're stuck with me. And with awesome happiness. DEAL WITH IT. <3333333333333333333333

[trigons_child]

*chinhands at you both*

[voiceoverdue]

I didn't get any kids; I sort of would've liked to. And also my boyfriend still won't have sex with me.

But I do have an awesome ex-wife now!

[regretiz4suckas.livejournal.com]

Thanks, honey!

I think as first ex-husbands go, you're pretty damn awesome too.

[throughaphase]

I'm good.

I mean, I'm a little bit worried about the fact that I'm all sad over the weekend still, but that'll go away, right?

At least till I get guilt over one of my best friends being all demon-possessed and the BDE, I'm good.

[genesishero]

I had a daughter over the weekend who slammed me against the wall and screamed at me to get away from her mother, because in the future, I went evil, turned her into one of the four Horsemen of Apocalypse, destroyed her world, and ultimately killed her. Every night I go to bed terrified that I'll become just that kind of monster, and now I have confirmation that somewhere, somewhen, I do.

I'm a clone, the happy, wonderful life I lived before coming into the real world was all a lie. Home was never home, my family never existed. No real person has ever told me that they love me and actually meant it.

Why am I still trying so hard to make something good of myself?

[justbeingbay]

I SHOULDN'T FUCKING BE HERE. I SHOULD BE BACK IN MY UNIVERSE WHERE PEOPLE KNOW WHO I AM.

Besides that? Usual stuff. My dad's just barely in my life. I'm almost deaf in one ear. My mom swears she'll find a way to send me to college, but realistically I'm going to need a scholarship, and that's assuming I can even get into art school to start with.

Oh, and I'd like to have sex again. Preferably before I die of old age. Double preferably with somebody who won't break my heart like my last girlfriend did.

But the NO ONE KNOWS WHO I AM is outweighing all of that right now for some reason.

[regretiz4suckas.livejournal.com]

It's bumming me out that my possible future kid who's three years younger than me has a better idea of what she's doing for her future than I do.

Also, even adopting won't keep my kids from being maniacs. I'm gonna have to put Nyquil in their nightcaps.

On the other hand, awesome boyfriend, awesome bestie, awesome ex-husband, very cool friends... yeah, I'mma let the future take care of itself for a while.