Jim Kirk (
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fandomtherapy2014-02-18 01:43 pm
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ISSUES
So, the sometimes precious children have left. Spring Break and the BDE is on the horizon so it's time for some therapy for the first time in quite awhile.
WHAT ARE YOUR ISSUES, PEOPLE? What things are you dealing with that you don't want to deal with? What things are going on that you hate? What is causing you stress or making you angry or angsty or conflicted? USE THIS POST TO WHINE, BITCH, MOAN, COMMISERATE, COMPETE WITH OTHERS ON WHO HAS THE MOST ISSUES.
Ready. Steady. GO.
WHAT ARE YOUR ISSUES, PEOPLE? What things are you dealing with that you don't want to deal with? What things are going on that you hate? What is causing you stress or making you angry or angsty or conflicted? USE THIS POST TO WHINE, BITCH, MOAN, COMMISERATE, COMPETE WITH OTHERS ON WHO HAS THE MOST ISSUES.
Ready. Steady. GO.
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GlaciaBalmia burns me if I am not careful. But other than that, I am fine.*sigh*
Very well. I live with constant fear that a future I have seen will come true and that I will turn on those I love and cause them harm. I have thrown myself into healing people to the detriment of my own health to prove that I am selfless and not bound by the Sins that would lead me down that path. I am doing my best to avoid someone that I probably should not, but I do not know if I can deal very well and am afraid of making a mistake. I am lonely and wish that I had more friends here. And I have very disturbing dreams sometimes.
In short, I am a mess.
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Also I can't really do anything without magic. I'm utterly incompetent without my powers, because of how I was brought up.
And my hair is kind of stupid.
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But I'm fine.
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Other than that there's the usual insecurities being a human in a werewolf's world, dealing with the nemeton-related problems of me and my friends, worrying about my dad knowing about the supernatural and having a boyfriend for the first time ever has me treading softly so I don't mess up. And keeping that whole relationship a secret is kind of an issue too I guess.
But my issues don't feel that issue-y at the moment. Is this what happiness feels like?
But seriously that demon might be a problem somewhere down along the line.
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Talk to me in a few years when I've died for the first time and dealing with everything that comes along with being in charge of a big ass ship and tons of lives.
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:(
...that's about it, though. I'm pretty normal and boring.
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It SUCKS.
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But I do have an awesome ex-wife now!
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I think as first ex-husbands go, you're pretty damn awesome too.
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I mean, I'm a little bit worried about the fact that I'm all sad over the weekend still, but that'll go away, right?
At least till I get guilt over one of my best friends being all demon-possessed and the BDE, I'm good.
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I'm a clone, the happy, wonderful life I lived before coming into the real world was all a lie. Home was never home, my family never existed. No real person has ever told me that they love me and actually meant it.
Why am I still trying so hard to make something good of myself?
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Besides that? Usual stuff. My dad's just barely in my life. I'm almost deaf in one ear. My mom swears she'll find a way to send me to college, but realistically I'm going to need a scholarship, and that's assuming I can even get into art school to start with.
Oh, and I'd like to have sex again. Preferably before I die of old age. Double preferably with somebody who won't break my heart like my last girlfriend did.
But the NO ONE KNOWS WHO I AM is outweighing all of that right now for some reason.
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Also, even adopting won't keep my kids from being maniacs. I'm gonna have to put Nyquil in their nightcaps.
On the other hand, awesome boyfriend, awesome bestie, awesome ex-husband, very cool friends... yeah, I'mma let the future take care of itself for a while.