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[fh_jackass]

I feel... unwanted. As if some controlling force in my life has suddenly lost interest. Possibly it prefers burlesque dancers. Like I used to have a direction - an arc, if you will - and now I'm cut loose.

I also have the weirdest urge to call Mitchell "Piz."

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I feel like I might -- possibly -- have had some huge epiphany where I learn something new and shocking about myself, but I'm gonna have to wait a ridiculously long time before I find out more. Or whether it's true, even, or just a really horrible, evil fakeout.