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[decoder-rings.livejournal.com]

Tell me a secret, Fandom High. Something no one else knows.

If you don't have any secrets, tell me one thing you wish would happen to you.

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[not-a-mused.livejournal.com]

Exactly. We'll both be hurt. Which is why this barrier has to stay between us, because this way, I'm hurt a lot less, and I am an ass who looks out for his own interests and no one else's. Because that's all you'd want to be: a friend. But I can't get close to people like that without wanting to be so much more than that, and it would kill me inside having to be just your friend, just like it did with her.

[intraspective]

*stomps feet* YOU DON'T GET IT. I'm TRYING to be a FRIEND because you don't seem to WANT anything else.

And that's so sad, you know that? Getting hurt sucks so much, but it's way better than not living at all.

[not-a-mused.livejournal.com]

It's kind of the only way I know how to live.

And maybe I don't get it, but maybe you don't, either. Where we stand, we are friends. Anything more will be past the point of no return.

[intraspective]

We are, we are. But I can't help wondering, and I can't help hating someone for getting to be more, and I can't help that my prying is apparently the wrong sort for you to open up.

I'm sorry I can't be honest enough with you to tell you all of that, but I can't. Because I don't know how you'd react at all and I'd rather have you as a friend than not have you at all.