Nameless Name...

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WHO EXACTLY thought that HONESTY was a GOOD IDEA?! Can I find them? Throttle them? Shake them a few times until their explanation tumbles from them and I can STOMP IT INTO THE GROUND WITH MY FOOT?

GAAAAH.

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[intraspective]

You're the one that tried to make it all about you after what was one of the worst weekends in my life. I don't apologize for snapping and saying the only thing I thought would get you to GO AWAY.

And there's a big difference between 'I'm going away until you calm down' and 'I'm never talking to you again unless you change something about yourself' and GUESS WHICH ONE YOU SAID THEN. That's right, THE SECOND ONE.

Because I don't matter. Not if you can replace me with Amber so easily, not if you can't be bothered to tell me things about what's going on when I ask, not if you can just walk out and think things will be alright.

I don't know what I want you to do. All I know is what I'm going to do, and that's absolutely nothing.

I'm not playing your game, and going after you.

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

I'm not replacing you with Amber. She's my GIRLFRIEND. You're my SISTER. If they were the same thing, I'd be a very very sick boy.

And actually, what I said was that I wouldn't have YOU ask ME to change something about myself. I think you took that exactly how I didn't mean it.

I don't think things are all right. I am going to talk to you when you get back.

And I wasn't trying to make anything about me. I was there, trying to make YOU feel better and usually YOU want me to stick around until you get around to what's bothering you. You suddenly changed your mind. So I've taken the hint.

You're upset, I LEAVE.

And if you aren't sorry for divorcing yourself from someone you claimed as family, well... then I don't know what to say to you. I might walk out, but at the end of the day, I love you and consider you kin. I might be angry, I might be frustrated, but I would never sever that.

I guess you consider pride over family. That answers that question.

[intraspective]

It doesn't answer anything because you're just not listening when I talk to you.

GEEZ.

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

It seems we have the same complaint then.