My mun let me dream about something I really kinda want, except ALL THE FRAKKIN' GUILT THAT COMES ALONG WITH IT, then I get tormented by three of my dearest friends, THEN I end up being directly involved in the death of two of them, THEN I ended up watching Leda and Dinah die and being incapable of helping and that's not even counting all the dreadful things she hasn't been able to finish playing out yet.
I was kiiiinda wondering if my mun was in this just to break me into little pieces and then try to break the pieces into pieces and then maybe stomp on those pieces for a bit there.
Mainstream!me is just looking at me and thinking she's so unbelievably glad she doesn't have to deal with any of this crap, because she wouldn't be able to look at several people ever again, and that includes some she hasn't even met yet.
Even in an alternative universe, I get stuck in bad relationships. Why couldn't I just be a carefree, happy, skanky little vampire? Why did I have to put all my craving for acceptance and attention on that one horrible guy? WHY, MUN, WHY?
I'm pretty damn broken. Dunno how my friendship with Eleanor is gonna be affected for one thing. And dunno if I'll ever run into Tim again, but oy.
I got beaten up, failed to save my AU boyfriend, and then to top it all off, my Mun killed me just so I'd have to go through the trauma of death. Then that wasn't enough, I had to get killed being an idiot!
(Okay so maybe it was somewhat in character at that point but still!)
Thank you Mun. Thank you for the inner turmoil and angst of a Vamped girlfriend, a new girlfriend who looked just like her, and then have me give up and get myself killed. Thanks.
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SIGH.
. . . BRB killing player.
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*...sob*
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Also, WTF with me and the having a girlfriend?
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I KINDA HATE HER RIGHT NOW.
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And then I got laid.
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THE BOB DYLAN QUOTING AGAIN? AND AGAIN? SERIOUSLY?!?
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Mainstream!me is just looking at me and thinking she's so unbelievably glad she doesn't have to deal with any of this crap, because she wouldn't be able to look at several people ever again, and that includes some she hasn't even met yet.
Even in an alternative universe, I get stuck in bad relationships. Why couldn't I just be a carefree, happy, skanky little vampire? Why did I have to put all my craving for acceptance and attention on that one horrible guy? WHY, MUN, WHY?
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I'm not so much going to be driving all the time for the next while.
But I'm fine. Tyler Durden is always fine.
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I got beaten up, failed to save my AU boyfriend, and then to top it all off, my Mun killed me just so I'd have to go through the trauma of death. Then that wasn't enough, I had to get killed being an idiot!
(Okay so maybe it was somewhat in character at that point but still!)
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Asshole.