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Jack Priest ([personal profile] bitten_notshy) wrote in [community profile] fandomtherapy2009-08-24 09:18 am

End-of-Summer Therapy

Classes start in a week, so, Fandom, how was your summer? Did you get a tan? Fall in love? Are you still hoping to do one or both of those things before Labor Day?

Any lingering summer trauma, including the omg-island-of-vampires kind? Share. We love it when you share.

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
I'm pretty sure that I will. It's who I am. It's what I am. And I'm okay with that. The Turks are my family, and the one place I belong.

But I want it to be my choice, this time. I went to the academy because that was what my dad wanted, and I was just a kid when I got recruited. So I'm going to discover who I am, and what I want, and where I'm going to be, and when I know it's my decision, I'll make it.

Is that strange?

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2009-08-25 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
That I'm here to grow, and learn, and change, but I plan on going right back to where I left. That I'm here to make a choice, but that I'll choose the option that was pushed on me before. I don't know. It strikes me as strange, when I think about it. It sounds off, somehow, but it feels right.