lost in the mix

[flipped-god-off.livejournal.com]

It's been way too long since Fandom's had some therapy and after some of the goings on, I think we fucking need it. So, Fandom denizens far and wide, what the fuck is going on? How the fuck are you? What the fuck is keeping you busy? How the fucking are you feeling?

Catch up with each other, talk it out, wonder what the fuck you got yourself into (oh new students, you'll get used to shit, we promise) and look ahead to the future! It's therapy. Sit down on the couch and let it all out, Fandom.

Comments

[ancientbschamp.livejournal.com]

Let's see.

I went home, got proposed to, said yes, lost my virginity, watched my husband get horribly killed the next day, tried to get my best friend to teach me to kill his murderer, lied to her, tried to kill said psychotic murderer, lost my nerve, got held at knifepoint AGAIN and then tied up to be burned at the stake while Xena watched, barely got rescued in time (and have to give JOXER some credit for it, ugh), and came back here just in time to go to work this morning.

HOW IN THE NAME OF ZEUS DO YOU THINK I'M FEELING?

[flipped-god-off.livejournal.com]

It sounds like you need to go out and get riproaring drunk. It'll help you forget for a few fucking hours instead of yelling at me like that's going to do something.

[guardian-god.livejournal.com]

I'm still far too interested in my student, though she has been acting like a spoiled child ever since she met an old friend of mine over break.

But now I have a new roommate and a new pink apartment. I do not know how this happened.

[flipped-god-off.livejournal.com]

You could...forget about the student with the roommate?

[guardianborn.livejournal.com]

An old friend that you're going to abandon guarding Lissa for in order to make babies and play house? Wow, I wonder why I'd be upset.

[youcantfollow.livejournal.com]

My life's a fucking mess, thanks. How's yours?

[fratboybitch.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the busted lip, shithead.

[intraspective]

There's nothing good in it at all? That's depressing.

[cutsthestrings.livejournal.com]

When I'm allowed to start caring again, maybe I will.

[fratboybitch.livejournal.com]

Got into a fight with my roommate where I got sent headfirst into a desk because he had to go use his powers. And we're pretty much done with that friendship. Unsurprised. That shit always happens to me.

I'm in really deep with a girl and I don't think I'm gonna get back out anytime soon. I told her I cared, I used those words and I...have no idea what's going to happen now. With my lucky, probably fuck it up.

So, up and down for me.

[bitten_notshy]

... purely for academic purposes, it wasn't Emma who you you were confessing feelings for, was it?

Stupid beautiful amazing difficult special girls.

(And I'm sorry about you and Griff, whatever that's worth.)

[willbethenight.livejournal.com]

MY PARENTS ARE DEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!

[new-to-liirness.livejournal.com]

SO ARE MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE.

[couldn't resist also LOL]

[solo_sword]

My mom's here, which is actually kind of cool, except for that whole perpetuating secrecy things that I am really not okay with. And because of that I want to see my grandfather get beat hard in Fight Club, is that wrong?

My relationship is going surprisingly well, despite the fact that he may be off in space. But he should be back soon, and then I can ask him alll about it.

I'm working a job I like, I'm starting on what my job will be back home, I'm meeting new people and being social so everyone can get off my back about it, and there are only 103 days till graduation. Not that I'm counting.

[flipped-god-off.livejournal.com]

Yeah, you're not counting at all. Got big plans for post graduation or just eager to get the fuck out of here?

[guardianborn.livejournal.com]

My mentor's gonna leave me and our charge to go be Tasha's guardian instead and have a family with her. I'm supposed to be happy for him cause - well, it's a good opportunity, I guess, and he'd be an awesome dad, but it totally fucking sucks.

And all I'm doing is training lately. What happened to my social life? Stupid player and her not being around

[flipped-god-off.livejournal.com]

Why does that suck? You're happy for him but it sucks? Confusing.

[exspeedydotcom]

So my guardian punched me in the face and tossed me out of his house because he found out I was a junkie, so I lived on the streets for a little while. Then his best friend dragged me to my guardian's girlfriend's, where I quit heroin cold turkey (I do not recommend this experience to others).

Now I feel generally like crap and still want a hit half the time, I'm avoiding everyone I used to know, and I'm at crazy school with teenaged versions of the woman who helped me get clean and the scariest guy in my universe. And I'm trying to make out like everything's fine because the last thing I want is anyone's pity. I don't think it's going very well. And some chick apparently told everyone I'm a racist because I didn't take well to her reading my freakin' mind. How do you think I'm doing?

[flipped-god-off.livejournal.com]

That...fucking sucks especially about the mind reading. I don't have any advice because most people can't but wow, that's a really radical leap there.

[bloody-luck.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm doing great. I have two dates this week!

[flipped-god-off.livejournal.com]

With anyone good?

[asgardcreated.livejournal.com]

I honestly have nothing to complain about. Except the newbies. And no prank wars.

[unborn-renegade.livejournal.com]

Everything sucks.

I have an ex I never in a million years dreamed I'd have to talk to again, I'm stuck in this place while all the action is going on at home, I had seven million pounds of evil artificially inserted into my veins and Praxis isn't dead yet.

I'm working on the latter. Give it time.

[longislandiceme]

I'm... okay, I guess? There was some weird crap, here and at home, but I think I'm mostly over it. Definitely giving up that superhero shit for good, though why is the player laughing at me? I don't understand.

Actually, speaking of weird crap, my best friend back home just turned himself blue. I have no idea what to do with that.

[iknowstuff.livejournal.com]

Just wait until he goes feline. It's a better look, really.

[bigbadgunn.livejournal.com]

I'm stuck on an island with a bunch of crazy white people.

And one crazy blue haired chick who seems to make it her job to freak me out.

If it weren't for the fact all the ladies here are hot I'd be bailing, man.

Except for the fact that I can't leave. Damn island.

[thatsamilkshake]

Ask me again in a couple of days. *looks shifty*

[blondecanary.livejournal.com]

OOOooOooO?

[bitchprince]

Well, you know.

I'm, to use a local term, getting laid. A lot.

(And then there's the bit where the other person involved in this keeps forcing me to deal with my feelings or whatever, but that's a whole different thing)

On the other hand: Still not home yet. And 'home' is still complicated.

[chosehumanity]

... So, after months upon months of being clean, I had a bit of a... drop and roll off the wagon.

I killed a girl I rather fancied at the time.

This... is going to need a bit of covering up. Not physically, the vampires back home take care of that. But otherwise.

[bitten_notshy]

...

Every time I start to think my relationship with Sebastien is possibly a bit on the odd side, I'm forced to consider the alternatives and decide my world has the only sane vampires.

I thought better of you.

[vanillajello]

*pings in late while the mun is at the library when she should be in class ahem*

I'm... coping. Last week was just shitty, and the month's been intense and now I'm just trying to deal. Which would be easier if I only had to deal with Jason being gone, but no, of course the situation's brought up a lot of my other issues.

For instance, I can't ignore the fact that pretty much all my closest friends are graduating this year. Which might now lead to some weirdness between me and Leto.

And I'm a lot more aware of how damaged I really am now, which I guess is a good thing because now I can try to fix things, but... It was easier when all I noticed was how dysfunctional everyone in my family was and kind of ignored myself.

Yeah. I'll be spending a lot of time distracting myself from my thoughts, thanks.