And I wouldn't ask you to tell me about that just to put me at ease. That's not the only thing I'm hiding but it is probably the one that worries me the most. I don't know if it's easier to not tell you and know I'm keeping secrets (when I know how you feel about secrets) or tell you and hope you don't react as poorly as the person in my past did.

I'd say the easiest thing would be to stop thinking about it but now it's becoming important and I can't.