http://decoder-rings.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] decoder-rings.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomtherapy2010-05-15 08:29 pm

i got a penny

Okay, it's Saturday night, it's quiet, so it's time for FREE FOR ALL THERAPY. Talk about what you want! Ask for help with a problem, bitch it up, praise it up, be emo, be happy, talk about a crush, a date, a loved one! Yell and scream and make your feelings known! It's whatever you want! Get it off your chest, get it out there and make yourself feel better!

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
You were stupid. You did something really stupid. If you have the choice of saving me or fighting dangerous people and possibly blowing up the whole world, don't pick me. I'm not worth you getting killed over, especially not if you're a Turk and I'm just a brat who got outsmarted by a bunch of Ravens.

[identity profile] give-areason.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Ah.

Unfortunately, Elena, that's not a choice I can change.

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, it is. It hasn't happened yet for you. So next time, you pick the "not being killed by fucking Zirconaide" option and everything is awesome. This is not hard.

[identity profile] give-areason.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
You misunderstand me. I will put you first.

You matter more to me than anything else. Even if I knew beforehand, my choice would not change.

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
That is really fucking stupid and almost enough to make me think you want to be dead. We can take out a bunch of Ravens without me getting killed. There are other options. Why not round up the troops and mount an attack on the train!?

[identity profile] give-areason.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
Because it means you're in danger for longer and that's not acceptable to me.

I don't want to die, Elena. But some things are worth dying for.

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
So help me, I am going to lock you in a linen closet and not let you out again if you keep talking crazy talk.

[identity profile] give-areason.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
You would try to lock me away. It wouldn't work.

I'm not crazy.

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not letting it happen again. I can't.

[identity profile] give-areason.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
And I can't let you be in danger.

There has to be another way.

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
... okay. We find another way, then.

[identity profile] give-areason.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Alright. I will need to know the full story to understand though.

[identity profile] findingelena.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. I'll tell you, some time. So long as you promise not to be stupid and to do your best to survive this time around. Okay?

[identity profile] give-areason.livejournal.com 2010-05-16 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
That is a promise I can make. I swear it.

I will do my best to live.