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I'm not emo, I just think you're all insane. Coming from the girl who has issues with 'Sanity Days', I think that says something.

Fine. I am mildly ~~emo~~ pissed that people seem to think I shouldn't like being me. I like myself, issues and everything. So I committed genocide and tried to end the world. Guess what? I don't feel bad about it, and I'm not going to let you make me.

*wide eyes*

That's...hey, if you had to do it, you had to do it, right?

Um. Maybe?

I had orders, from the man that was the only father I ever remember having. What would you do?

I, ugh, seriously. Stop trying to make our morals and ethics exactly the same as theirs.

So. Annoying.

I'm a weapon. It's who and what I am, it's my entire purpose. Am I supposed to feel bad that the man that wielded me was insane?

I might own myself now, but I didn't then, and I refuse to feel badly for it.

Then don't, totally don't. I mean it.

If Hokage-sama ordered me to kill anyone, or any amount of people, I'd do it. If that turned out to be a mistake after, well, I wouldn't care about it. I would have just been following orders.

Exactly! They're orders! We don't make the decision, we're just responsible for the execution of the plan. Holding the guilt for someone else's mistake is just plain silly.

And, totally, I mean--what's the point in feeling bad about someone who you didn't care about either way, dying? I'm not going to feel bad every time someone dies of natural causes, so I'm not going to make myself feel bad just because their death wasn't so natural.

Orders trump everything else. You do what you're told, and definitely don't worry about it.

Death happens. If I cried over everyone that died, I wouldn't get anything done. Isn't moving on supposed to be healthy and stuff?

Apparently there's a speed limit? I've got no idea, believe me. I mean, seriously, no. I'm not going to mourn people I don't even know.

Wait, so now we're getting lectured for being ahead of the other kids? I HATE THIS SCHOOL.

I don't think they can help it, however annoying it is. I mean, really, if we look at it that way, then we're ahead of most of the teachers and other adults too. Ugh.

They're just jealous. They can't deal with the fact we're enlightened, so they get cranky about it.

They'll learn eventually, or they'll be dead. And we won't be 'cause we got it earlier.

Yes. I am insane, what of it? I'll freely admit it. ~~sometimes~~

I like you fine, anyway. If I got rid of my issues, I wouldn't be me anymore, you know? I don't think people get that. Trying to 'cure' me would probably make me someone else.

Big deal if I talk to inanimate objects. Not like it hurts anyone.

My mun says I'm "Crazyflakes," but she loves me anyway.

If I got rid of my issues, if I was 'normal', then I wouldn't be me. I would be whoever that other girl was before I was me. I don't want to be her, I want to be me. Us. Whatever I am now.

Besides, inanimate objects aren't always as inanimate as you humans think they are. Trust me.

I get you. Believe me. I'm not sure who I was before the insanity. I can't remember most of my past anyway.

Thanks for that. *I* believe they have personality. Really, I do. I just get so tired of everyone telling me that I'm not making sense and to shut up.

I'm adding you to the list. I have a list, of people that need to see my world.

I'm bringing you and introducing you to a flying sentient robot. Devilfish is mean and cranky and likes to kill his pilots, but he's just as sentient as anyone here at this school. Just...differently.

Aww, thanks. I'd love to meet a flyin' sentient robot! And no worries. I can handle mean and cranky. I'm used to it.

And it's not like I haven't had people try to kill me before. Kinda goes with the job.

If people weren't trying to kill you, you aren't doing your job right. At least, that's how I've always seen it.

You know it! Nothin' gets the adrenline goin' like havin' bullets whizz past the air at ya.

That's how Hannibal sees it, anyway. There's a reason we call it 'the jazz'.

Edited 2008-07-28 04:08 (UTC)

You are insane. Welcome to the club. Cookie?

I like you, and your issues, Skinnybutt.