http://decoder-rings.livejournal.com/ (
decoder-rings.livejournal.com) wrote in
fandomtherapy2008-10-04 07:44 pm
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Tell me a secret, Fandom High. Something no one else knows.
If you don't have any secrets, tell me one thing you wish would happen to you.
If you don't have any secrets, tell me one thing you wish would happen to you.

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I still wear goggles, around my neck, in case I need to hide my eyes.
No one here notices or cares. It's been two years. But I do.
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I'm afraid that I will always notice what I am, even if there ever comes a day when people can look at me without the scarf, and smile.
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Back home, it means I'm an Al Bhed. A filthy grease-monkey. A heathen.
I keep waiting for someone to see my pupils and pull back, horrified. To yell at me for not telling them I was one of those people. It doesn't happen here.
I think ... if you took your scarf off, you would get questions. Genuine curiosity, not mean or cruel ones. I think everyone here was once The Strange One, The Freak, or The Weirdo.
I think maybe Fandom is exactly where you're supposed to be.
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Maybe Fandom is exactly where you're supposed to be too.
...but they always say the first step is the hardest, right?