http://canadianpopstar.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] canadianpopstar.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomtherapy2010-05-05 02:48 pm

SHHH.

Tell me a secret, Fandom. Something no one else knows. Or something that most people don't know. Whatever.

If you don't have any secrets, tell me one thing you wish would happen to you.
vanillajello: (Everything sucks.)

[personal profile] vanillajello 2010-05-05 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish it was more of a secret how much of a mess I see myself as nowadays. I try to open up more, and I don't want to be this ridiculously difficult, but...

Sometimes I really just want to give up and go back to not letting anyone see any of my true emotions. Because it seems so much easier.

... And on the other hand, I've entertained some (pretty damn repressed) ideas of wanting to be a girlfriend again. So, yeah. Stuff's hard, nothing new there.