FEARS

[bitten_notshy]

It is BDE eve and I am bored, so it feels like time for Therapy.

What are you afraid of, Fandom? What keeps you up at night?

Comments

[azuldragon.livejournal.com]

What's so frightening about killing?

[chosehumanity]

That it's so easy.

[azuldragon.livejournal.com]

And that's a problem because...?

[chosehumanity]

Because it's not worth it. Because it only makes me feel good as a cheap thrill. Because it means I'm not in control of myself.

Jesus christ. When you're like me, you can smell their fear and their blind acceptance of oncoming death and it is too fucking easy.

[azuldragon.livejournal.com]

I can understand the part about losing control.

It seems like your problem is that you enjoy the killing too much.

[chosehumanity]

I hate it, actually.

It's just that what I am makes it very hard to stop.

[azuldragon.livejournal.com]

I hate it too.

That's the losing control part, isn't it? You like it so much you don't think you could stop if you want to. That would be a problem.