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So, sex.

Who wants more of it? Who wants less of it? Who isn't having it AT ALL? And if you're not having it, WHY NOT?

Who's having it ALL THE TIME? Is there a secret?

And no, I'm not offering myself up (sorry, Toby). Space makes a man curious!

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Oh man, this just sucks for me. I want it, but not from just anyone. I have no idea how to make this work.

You want the whole relationship thing?

Not necessarily but I do kinda want to like who I'm with.

...

Or does that really matter, you think?

Depends! Do you want just a one-night thing, or a repeated affair? The amount you like someone should be roughly comparable to amount of sex you're having in this case.

I mean, like, I like Chuck--but I don't like Chuck, if that makes sense.

It makes total sense. I think the repeated affair might definitely depend on the one-night thing. It might be so good we both want it again.

Well, that's true too. But that's still a bit different from a real relationship, if it's just the sex.

Hmm.

What are you for, for youself, Ino, the relationship or just the sex?

Sex. Yes, totally just the sex.

Honest. Really.

But if you could have a relationship... you would, right?

If I knew they weren't going to leave?

...

...yeah.

But everyone leaves, so I'm not going to bother.

Everyone leaves.

I'm just going to have sex. It's just sex. It can be fun and satisfying and safe.

Who needs someone just to watch them leave you? It happens all the time. It's why I don't know my dad.

Sex. Just sex. That's what I'm going to look for.

Go for it! I totally support and agree with this reasoning, seriously.

And, you know, sorry 'bout your dad.

I have to find someone!

No big deal. Seriously. He's just a carnie and I'm probably better off now knowing him.

Anyone in mind?

...carnie?

Cal. I seriously thought about Cal but he's out of the question. He won't even kiss me not to mention the fact that he's trying to talk me out of having sex with anyone. And you mentioned Chuck. I'd like to meet Chuck. And then there is awesomely hot Hannibal. Um. I don't really have anyone particular in mind. I guess.

A seasoned carnival worker. Like... an amusement park on a much much smaller scale.

He won't even let me hug him. Not even just as a friend. I'm... seriously not surprised that he's not good with the idea of kissing. But why is he trying to talk you out of it?

Chuck is totally a good choice. And mmmmmm, Hannibal. I owe him a kiss, totally.

Oh. Okay! That sounds kinda neat, really.

I hugged him. Kissed his cheek. But that was hard enough. I guess he thinks I should wait until I find that right person.

Maybe you could introduce me to Chuck. And I went swimming with Hannibal and he let me touch him. *giggles*

*wibbles* That's totally unfair. When I tried to hug him he reacted like I was diseased.

And, ha, wow. Wonder what he'd say 'bout me then if he's all about waiting for the right person?

I can totally drop your name to him, at least. I already know he'd be interested. *laughs* He let you touch him?! ...Where?

Oh, I could tell he much didn't care for the closeness. And the kiss on the cheek? Wow, he blushed to high heaven. He says he's not a virgin, but man, the blushing is something else. Very cute though. Very very cute.

I don't know. I'm tired of waiting. I just want the experience.

Thank you! Oh, just his chest, from top to bottom. Oh my god, Ino, that boy is built and... I could stare at him forever and totally jump him if I knew what in the hell I was doing.

You're just making me want to try for a hug again, Amber. That's totally not a good thing. I don't want him to hate me but, you know, a hug everynow and then shouldn't be a big deal, right?

Go for it then, don't worry 'bout what he says about it.

And, seriously, don't think too much about it. Relax, and kiss him, and let it go from there. Sex isn't something that can be really learned from books, you know. You've just got to... do it.

Absolutely not. Friends hug each other; it's just what they do. Cal shouldn't be so stuck up and shy about it. I bet once he gets the hang of it, he'll be wanting to hug all the time.

He said it's kinda slutty of me.

All right, Ino. Just relax and go with the flow. It's what I'll do.

He'd better, I mean, really. I like hugging people! This shouldn't be an issue.

...for wanting to sleep with someone? Wow, um, guess he'd totally think I'm a slut for being younger than the both of you and having slept with three people in the last... six months. Great. I say, you know, ignore him. Whatever.

Good! That's totally the best way.

So totally not.

Three people in six months ain't nothing. My old friend Loretta? She's got a new guy at least once a week.

Exactly! Now, see, I think that's pushing it a bit, but hey, it's totally not my business, you know? So who cares if she does, right?

And, yeah, and you know? Two out of the three of them I care 'bout as more than just the sex so... yeah, I wouldn't say that's slutty behaviour.

Exactly. Some people just like sex and you get it when you can.

I wouldn't either. I just want to lose my virginity and know what the hell sex is all about.