So...

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

My mun and I have decided that we all should have the opportunity to talk to Little Wooden Boy or the equivalent. Not necessarily about Ms Pryde, mind you. Just about life.

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[chasingangela]

My life is just ... falling apart around me. My parents are splitting up, my dad is apparently living with this completely obnoxious woman he works with, and I think my boyfriend may have killed one of my friends. He says that if he did it, he was under a fear toxin, but he doesn't have the best track record as far as truthfillness and good judgement go. Can I trust him?

And then I hate myself for thinking that.

If someone else killed this person ... I had two chances to warn her and passed them both up.

I want to go back to Pennsylvania.

[ten-and-chips.livejournal.com]

I think you can trust Marty now, more than you could have before.

[chasingangela]

Thanks. I wish I was as sure. I have a hard time trusting guys in general, and Marty...

I mean -- I don't think he was lying when he told me about the fear toxin. I think thatis what he believes happened. But who knows what that stuff could have made him do? And, also, professional killer. By definition he has to be a good liar, so even when I believe him, part of me doesn't believe him.

How can I love him so much and still think there's a chance he could do something so horrible? Guilt. guilt. guilt. guilt. guilt.

[bugofjustice.livejournal.com]

If Little Wooden Boy could speak, he would say that what you feel is natural. It's not that you don't trust your boyfriend, it's that if he did do something it was out of his hands, and that's tough to deal with.

LWB would continue: And no matter what, how could you know someone would kill her? You couldn't. You're not to blame at all.

[chasingangela]

Thanks. That makes me feel a little better.

I still kind of want to go home.